So, Ok I haven't been able to take Nali off of my mind right? Not till the end of today. I talked to Rachael again for the first time in a while. I don't mean talk like hi, but talked like we had a conversation and we actually shared our life's with each other. On top of all that she is the first person/thing to take my mind of Nali. So I have to wonder if she means anything more, actually I know she does. I have never yelled at her, or been mad at her, I really just enjoy her company, and I have to think that there is more between us, or at least I believe it so. So, I am going to hope that we can keep talking and somewhere along the way I can have some chance with her.
But I don't want to be with her till the time is right, I said it before I am not ready, I need to change, and I'm going to. I just hope I don't lose her before it's to late. A man can only go through this so many times. But Rachael if you do read this, I promise I will always do my best, and you wont ever worry about me hurting you, in any way shape or form. Ok?
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